I imagine my life in the future to be something like this… It is everything I have ever dreamed of. My dream job does not feel like a job. It does not feel like I’m working. I’m enjoying it that much. The way fashion editorials look in magazines, is how I envision my street style to be. I don’t see it to be, “celebrity style,” but eclectic style. I might even wear a peice or two or an outfit from the runway. Depending on how I can wear it to my emotional style.
I don’t think “escaping from reality” is a bad or a depressing thing. It can be a beautiful vision for myself. It’s not that I don’t like my reality, since I feel calm & content about it. It’s that I can envision something better for myself & I can make that happen for myself & to myself. I’m working on the steps to get there.
The way I perceive myself as a dancer is to work harder than I have ever done before because that’s how badly I want it. I’m going to build myself up to the mentality that I can be so mentally strong that negativity can’t touch me. I need to train myself to have great discipline as a dancer so that I know the choreography well to teach it to others. I’m going to work so hard that I am the best dancer that I can be. What better way than to start now?
Overall, I don’t think I’ll ever a life that other people call, “normal.” That’s not who I am. I don’t think I’ve ever been normal, really. I mean I have always perceived my life to be SO fashionable, which I am, however it would be fabulous with my friends because we’d all be networking at fashion parties. I believe those fabulous parties are for more than just having fun. It would be great meeting those I really admire & look up to. It would be an honor to work with them-not for credibility, but for experience & to get to know them as a person. (I think it’s weird to get to know someone via blog, instead of meeting them in person & taking an interest in their lives….I know how that sounds.)
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