I feel that I have done a bunch of bad things in my life. That doesn’t mean I’m a bad person. It just means that I’ve learned my lesson. Now, I’m a kind hearted person with great style & knows how to be herself. That’s important. I love myself because I’ve fought to become her.
I have had friends who were insulting & mean to me. I’m glad I’m not friends with them anymore because I know not to be with toxic people. I know not to be with people who suck the life out of me every day. I was friends with people who forced me to conform to their ideals & ways & I didn’t because I didn’t want to be a copy of them. I used to be friends with a girl who would make fun of me every time we hung out & say “just kidding” or “it’s a joke.” I don’t think she was joking & that didn’t make me feel any better, so I stopped being her friend & cut her off. Being friends with a group of girls who have too much drama in their lives or create that drama are too overwhelming for me. I walked away from that group & cut them off as well.
I don’t wish bad things on those who have done me wrong. However, I don’t regret being their friend because I have turned my regrets into lessons. I only wish them good health & hopefully they are better people in their own right. Sometimes, I wonder why none of those people have apologized to me in their life. Not that I care, but it is curious, isn’t?